Hello cuteness. I love this onesie that Aunt Kathy gave you. Coincidentally, I did have a consult with a photographer in Mexico today. It was another busy day of consults and client work and then a great Bible class tonight. You laughed a lot today and played and splashed in the tub and you are grabbing everything these days. You wanted to explore everything in my purse tonight and you really wanted to stick your fingers in my oatmeal this morning. Gracie, I feel a little unsettled tonight. I think your daddy feels it too. It’s that feeling of knowing God is working a big change in your heart and it’s time to take a leap. It’s very humbling and a little scary. It’s an empty feeling, a sadness, that is quickly filled by God’s awesome love when we just take a deep breath and TRUST. Like the moment you leap and your wings expand. It’s letting go of what the world wants and focusing on what really matters. I’ve been battling that a lot today. My ego vs letting go and letting God. God will never fail us, but for some reason I am stubborn and I don’t want to give up the reins sometimes. ‘There is no fear in love, but perfect love drives out fear.’ I want to live those words and take big risks for what matters - God, you and daddy, family and loving others. I prayed today that God would make me a mother who leads by action and example in that. I love you so much, Gracie. I just want to love on you all day long! Love, Mommy

Hello cuteness. I love this onesie that Aunt Kathy gave you. Coincidentally, I did have a consult with a photographer in Mexico today. It was another busy day of consults and client work and then a great Bible class tonight. You laughed a lot today and played and splashed in the tub and you are grabbing everything these days. You wanted to explore everything in my purse tonight and you really wanted to stick your fingers in my oatmeal this morning. Gracie, I feel a little unsettled tonight. I think your daddy feels it too. It’s that feeling of knowing God is working a big change in your heart and it’s time to take a leap. It’s very humbling and a little scary. It’s an empty feeling, a sadness, that is quickly filled by God’s awesome love when we just take a deep breath and TRUST. Like the moment you leap and your wings expand. It’s letting go of what the world wants and focusing on what really matters. I’ve been battling that a lot today. My ego vs letting go and letting God. God will never fail us, but for some reason I am stubborn and I don’t want to give up the reins sometimes. ‘There is no fear in love, but perfect love drives out fear.’ I want to live those words and take big risks for what matters - God, you and daddy, family and loving others. I prayed today that God would make me a mother who leads by action and example in that. I love you so much, Gracie. I just want to love on you all day long! Love, Mommy

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